When I was around 10 – 11 years old, I was
dreaming to be part of Harvard University. My planning was study there while
doing part time in McDonalds or any local restaurant in order to saving more
money. Why Harvard? Because when I started to know English, the first thing I know
is Harvard. A great University with a great courses, teachers, and of course
great building. So I made up my mind that one day I will go to US to study at
Harvard even just for a summer course.
Then I started looking for a scholarship,
because the fee, cost much, more than I was expected. But the scholarship only open for art department,
while I was looking for medical scholarship. Yeah, I was dreaming to be a
doctor, graduation from Harvard University. But I can only dream about it. But one
day I will go to other country and study abroad will be my life goals.
At June 2015, I got my high
school graduation paper, but I failed to enter any state University. I thought
it was the end of my dream. Unlike my siblings, they got called to enter a
state university. And I take a year gap to try it again. My second tries, also
failed. I also take another non-state University, already through the first and
second test which is an English interview
for a full scholarship, but I don’t continue the third and forth test. Until I choose
Gunadarma University and Computer Science is my major.
Actually, first time when I enter
the first day in college, I still confused with what will I be and I do five to
ten years later. I know nothing, because (another fact) I got into Computer
Science to avoiding math, but I got trapped, Computer Science is still
engineer. Till my third semester, I still don’t have any plans or dream about what
I will be.
Computer Science not my expert, I
even know nothing about it. But as time goes by, I started to make planning for
myself. I start to learn more and more, I also do some research over my major like
when I graduate, what will I do, what will I make, what kind of job that I want
and what is my expert.
Couple weeks ago, I was planning
either this year or next year, I will be assistant in one of Laboratory. So I can
learn much from the expert there, also I can know myself better for what will I
do after graduate. And I was looking for a super great experience by any
project there. I am still thinking of study abroad cause these days there is so
many ways to get scholarship.
To make all of my plans and dream
come true, I need to study so hard. My college goals, is to graduate with 3.5 GPA
with much experiment from my project and got accept to cool company. Well
nothing is impossible if you believing in yourself. Yes, I do believing in myself.
The more I keep thinking about this, the more I want to chase my dream and goals.
And last one actually my life goals. I really want to
go to any isolated or place with non reaching technology, to educated them
about technology and anything so they could improve themselves. one of the reasons why I wanted to be a doctor back there. But if i can't be a doctor, doesn't mean i can archive any of my dream.
If I can get more time, I really want to do much thing that I can do in college like doing part time job, even rent my own room, hahaha I cant, cause my family lives only 45 minutes from Gunadama University. First let me focus to my starting plan, and set another dream after I catch the first one and keep dreaming for my future.
That's why i still dreaming some of my old goals. Like my idol said, to dream it, believe it and make it happen. What I will be for the next 5 years, I'm on my plan, so i will take much opportunity to reach it. Like the title of this post is Que Sera Sera, what happen will be, will be, the future is not us to see, Que Sera Sera.
